And after this

we still keep our conversation
shallow like we used to be
talk about what's on tv
and act like it never happened

like what you said had no real meaning
who said we were ever leaning
towards us?


and the circumstance, it crushes me
we were swept by fire the entire week
but our love died so suddenly
but i'm still...

and you know... i'll be coming back for more
[words by David Lee]

Road...

to Eden
to redemption
to nowhere
to recovery
not taken

Livin' on a prayer

I walk outside and I see him. I come back an hour and a half later and he's still there. Random. Weird. Kinda cool. Weird again.

Breaking News?

Clay is Gay: Aiken comes out of the closet
By Associated Press
September 23, 2008, 4:21 pm PDT

NEW YORK - Clay Aiken is finally confirming what many people already knew: He's gay. The cover of the latest People magazine shows Aiken holding his infant son, Parker Foster Aiken, with the headline: "Yes, I'm Gay." The cover also has the quote: "I cannot raise a child to lie or hide things."

i'm shocked, aren't you?

City By the Bay

Woke up around 5:45 Saturday morning and drove to the airport with my mom. Our flight left at 7:29 and we arrived in San Francisco around 9. We took the 35 minute BART ride to the city where we met up with Krystle. Then we walked over to the Marriot where we would be staying for the night. We met my Auntie Lara and Auntie Lana there and we just sat around for a little while. Then we walked to the ferry building where there is a farmer's market every Saturday. We bought some organic fruits, pastries, and I got a coconut drink. One of those coconuts that you stick a straw in and drink the "coconut water" out of. It was alright, looked cooler more than anything else. We also ate lunch at this restaurant called the Slanted Door (price rating: $$$). It was really good though, just expensive. Then we took the bus to Krystle's apartment. We walked around Clement street since it's in her neighborhood. We ordered some dim sum and "white sugar cake" for another snack. We also tried these egg snacks that are really popular in China or something. They are basically egg-shaped things made with crepe batter. Then we ate at Krystle's place and hung out. Then we got two salads from Burma Superstar, both were vegan friendly. Then we headed back to the hotel to chill before going to North Beach/Little Italy for dinner. While walking to the restaurant, there was a girl's backside that caught my eye. It turns out that the nice legs and buttocks belonged to a dude. Yeah I felt weird, shut up. Sunday was a very laid back day. Walked to a Starbucks for some coffee and then went to a restaurant called Sear's for breakfast. Then we just walked around the city, going into random stores and whatnot. My mom and I had a 7:20 flight back home and arrived back in the OC around 9. It was a nice little getaway to say the least.

Leavin'

woke up early to eat a breakfast of champions


SB-bound. luckyy girl, have fun

I am SF-bound.

Dedicated to UCI-bound D Lee

the nights are lonely

the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me